He Knows If You've Been Bad Or Good

Christmas is here.  Santa was very generous this year.  Daddy is loading data onto His new laptop.  Unfortunately, the elves did not finish my gift (a Steelheart2 chastity device) in time.  Santa is sending it by mail sometime over the next few weeks.  Of course my real gift is and always will be Daddy.  Who else would put up with all my craziness

We need to figure out what to do for dinner.  We just watched "A Christmas Story" and we are both wondering if there is a Chinese restaurant open for dinner.  Oooh!  A "Two Fat Ladies" marathon on the cooking channel.  It's just the thing to watch when you are already feeling a little hungry. 

We talked a bit about the discipline section again yesterday.  i brought up how we should handle transgressions that i catch that Daddy misses.  Daddy came up with the solution.  i am supposed to fess up to it so Daddy can make a judgement call on it.  If the issue is small, He may waive the requirement for a token to be added to the jar.  He may also allow for me to carry a single one-token waiver forward  The next time i do a transgression, Daddy may allow for me to waive one token as a reward from my honesty.  Everything is Daddy's discretion of course

i think there will be a discipline in my very near future.  Daddy caught me in 4 more infractions which brings the total to 6.  i thought it would take longer for me to build up to the 10 failures that would trigger a "memory enhancing paddling" but it's happening within just a few days.  Of the 6 tokens, almost all of them are related to not asking Daddy for permission to leave His side for some little household errand.  Daddy hates it when i keep jumping up and down all the time to do just one more errand.  Before this, i never realized how much i do that so i definitely see the value of this new rule.  Only 4 more transgressions to go until a discipline.  i feel like a moth circling a flame on this issue.  i really want Daddy to have that option but i’m scared.  There was a point yesterday when Daddy brought up the idea of allowing a waiver to a small transgression and i was lobbying against it.  As nervous as i am about the hard spanking, i am more committed to the idea of the discipline for these transgressions.  The knowledge that Daddy is monitoring the scene and is ready to enforce the scene protocols is intensely hot for me.  And the knowledge that Daddy is ready to discipline me for failing to live up to the promise of service i’ve made to both Him and myself places Him at a much higher level in O/our relationship.  my goal for the scene is coming true; i am focussing more on Daddy and the scene protocols and just letting the worries of the world fall away