Saturday, December 31, 2011

New Years Eve

Happy New Year! 

The Harry Potter marathon is going great!  We are at the end of movie #4 and preparing for dinner.  i have a roast goose almost ready to come out of the oven.  The entire day has been great.  i’m glad that we decided to do this. 

As for the discipline protocol, i made transgression #10.  i forgot and called Daddy by “Honey” earlier this morning.  He didn’t say anything about it until i fessed up to forgetting to ask for permission. When i brought it up, He smiled at me and let me know about the earlier mistake.  Oops!  i’m guessing He is going to do the spanking on Sunday afternoon once the others leave.  i’ll definitely post about it afterwards

Friday, December 30, 2011

New Years Eve Minus 1

Only one more night until New Years Eve.  The Harry Potter marathon is expected to start tomorrow morning at 9:30am.  My prep work is in progress now.  A Christmas Pudding is steaming on the stove and should finish up in another 4.5 hours.  We heard from one of our buddies that the meat pies and the Scottish Eggs are in progress and will be ready in time for breakfast tomorrow morning.  Yum!! 

Daddy and i are both fighting back colds.  i'm drinking juice and eating fruit as fast as i can.  It seems to be working but by this point my blood must be turning to orange juice.  i just need to stay healthy for a few more days

End of day 2 with the new cage and still no issues.  If anything the new cage is doing better than the old one.  my old cb2000 had to be constantly adjusted to make it more comfortable.  The Steelheart2 just sits there perfectly with no adjustments needed.  Also since the new cage fits so much better it is more secure.  i was always able to cum in the old cage if there was enough stimulation.  i'm not sure i could cum in this cage even with a lot of stimulation.  Definitely a great Christmas gift. 

Update on the new discipline rules: i'm still holding at 9 infractions.  i've gotten much better at asking Daddy for permission before i race off to do some meaningless task. 

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Thank You, Daddy!!

Yay!  It finally arrived!  my new chastity cage finally arrived today.  This is my Christmas gift from Daddy

A Wonderful Christmas Gift

Oops!  Sorry for not posting.  i’ve been making an effort to do it every day just to make it a habit.   

Big news is that Daddy let me have an orgasm for Christmas.  It was a ruined one but it was still an orgasm so i’m a happy boy.  i figured something was about to happen when Daddy brought the key to the chastity cage to the bedroom with Him.  He started out by removing the cage and just lightly touching me.  After a month of just edging sessions, all it took was a few strokes here, some light touches there, and i was feeling ready.  He started biting my nipples in that hard way that He knows i love.  i started squirming around from the pleasure and He firmly positioned my legs and arms in a spread eagle fashion.  There were no restraints other than Daddy’s will that i not move from that position.  He kept biting my tits and stroking me very lightly and slowly.  i was right on the edge and was fighting to keep from cumming until He gave the OK.  Suddenly He just stopped and indicated it was His turn.  Is it a bad thing for a boy to pounce on His Daddy?  i did some serious cock worship on Daddy.  As soon as He got close, He grabbed my head and started to face-fuck me until He started shooting down my throat.  i figured that was it for the night until Daddy rolled me back over onto my back and positioned my arms and legs again.  He then went down on me and His approach was all teeth.  He was biting and chewing on my cock and balls.  It was painful, yes, but it felt so good.  i was still fighting to keep from cumming but i was reaching the point where i was not going to be able to hold back much longer.  i started asking Daddy if i could please cum.  He stayed silent and kept right on sucking, biting, and chewing.  i started begging Daddy for permission.  i knew i could not hold out much longer.  He slowed just enough to tell me it was OK and then pushed me over the edge.  i let out a gutteral scream that i’m sure must have made the neighbors wonder what the heck W/we were doing over here.  It felt like i came forever and all the while Daddy was biting on my cock.  It was only after it was all over that He told me that He was purposely biting hard enough to block the cum from getting out.  Ruined orgasm or not did not matter to me.  It was the most incredible orgasm i ever felt.  Now i cannot wait for the next one       

No photos i’m afraid.  i’ll remind Daddy W/we should get some next time. 

Sunday, December 25, 2011

He Knows If You've Been Bad Or Good

Christmas is here.  Santa was very generous this year.  Daddy is loading data onto His new laptop.  Unfortunately, the elves did not finish my gift (a Steelheart2 chastity device) in time.  Santa is sending it by mail sometime over the next few weeks.  Of course my real gift is and always will be Daddy.  Who else would put up with all my craziness

We need to figure out what to do for dinner.  We just watched "A Christmas Story" and we are both wondering if there is a Chinese restaurant open for dinner.  Oooh!  A "Two Fat Ladies" marathon on the cooking channel.  It's just the thing to watch when you are already feeling a little hungry. 

We talked a bit about the discipline section again yesterday.  i brought up how we should handle transgressions that i catch that Daddy misses.  Daddy came up with the solution.  i am supposed to fess up to it so Daddy can make a judgement call on it.  If the issue is small, He may waive the requirement for a token to be added to the jar.  He may also allow for me to carry a single one-token waiver forward  The next time i do a transgression, Daddy may allow for me to waive one token as a reward from my honesty.  Everything is Daddy's discretion of course

i think there will be a discipline in my very near future.  Daddy caught me in 4 more infractions which brings the total to 6.  i thought it would take longer for me to build up to the 10 failures that would trigger a "memory enhancing paddling" but it's happening within just a few days.  Of the 6 tokens, almost all of them are related to not asking Daddy for permission to leave His side for some little household errand.  Daddy hates it when i keep jumping up and down all the time to do just one more errand.  Before this, i never realized how much i do that so i definitely see the value of this new rule.  Only 4 more transgressions to go until a discipline.  i feel like a moth circling a flame on this issue.  i really want Daddy to have that option but i’m scared.  There was a point yesterday when Daddy brought up the idea of allowing a waiver to a small transgression and i was lobbying against it.  As nervous as i am about the hard spanking, i am more committed to the idea of the discipline for these transgressions.  The knowledge that Daddy is monitoring the scene and is ready to enforce the scene protocols is intensely hot for me.  And the knowledge that Daddy is ready to discipline me for failing to live up to the promise of service i’ve made to both Him and myself places Him at a much higher level in O/our relationship.  my goal for the scene is coming true; i am focussing more on Daddy and the scene protocols and just letting the worries of the world fall away 

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Merry Christmas!!

Just a quick update to wish everyone a Merry Christmas!  i'll write more tomorrow

Friday, December 23, 2011

Discipline

Daddy reviewed my notes in our scene documentation and has approved them.  i'll include a copy of the section below.  Daddy is really watching me to see if i slip up.  He has already identified 2 mistakes since we started the Discipline Jar.  At this rate, i'll get disciplined before the end of the year.  i'm just a little afraid of it but also very excited.  i've already noticed that i am more respectful of Daddy.  Just the idea that Daddy is monitoring how well i am doing and will be prepared to enforce the rules makes me feel much more submissive to Him. 

Discipline

To enhance His dominance over boy and to maintain the protocols of the scene, Daddy will sometimes be required to enforce discipline. 

Choice of discipline is up to Daddy but is chosen based upon the most impact to boy
·         Removal of privileges (TV, laptop, games, etc) for some amount of time
·         Time-out - boy to sit quietly without speaking (duct tape optional) for some amount of time
·          Spankings
·         Others to be defined

If Daddy or boy feel uncomfortable implementing the discipline immediately after the infraction that triggered it, the discipline may be delayed until tempers cool and feelings are no longer hurt.  Discipline may not be delayed indefinitely.

Violating scene protocols lead to discipline.  Refusing to submit to discipline is itself a violation.  If boy refuses to submit, he gets a spanking plus the original discipline.  If boy refuses to submit to the spanking, the entire scene ends until such time as boy apologizes to Daddy and submits himself for discipline 

Discipline Jar


For infractions that do not reach the point of immediate discipline to correct, there is a Discipline Jar which contains a number of tokens.  For every infraction over the course of the day, Daddy has boy move one or more tokens to the base of the jar.  When all the tokens are in the base of the jar, boy receives some form of discipline. 

Token count does not reset once a discipline is given.  Disciplines are not a free ticket for boy to misbehave!  Enough tokens are removed based on the severity of punishment and to reduce the count below the level that triggers a discipline.  boy is to be on his best behavior after a discipline to avoid incurring a second one.  

Number of Token = 10
Number of paddle swings = 5
<numbers may change based upon experience>

Some examples of token counts for each infraction:

Type of Infraction
# of Tokens
Calling Daddy “Honey” instead of “Daddy”
1
Arguing with Daddy (discussion OK) (Daddy will warn if He feels boy is arguing)
1
Mail not picked up or picked up without text sent to Daddy
1
Call/Text not sent to Daddy when either leaving location or arriving at location
2
Daddy does not know where boy is.  He is looking for boy and is worried
3
Daddy has to remind boy He needs diet coke or water
1
boy clothed without need
1
boy out of cuffs without need
1
boy out of cage without need
3
boy locks cage/cuffs when  Daddy available to do it
1
boy unlocks cage/cuffs when  Daddy available to do it
2
boy has to be reminded to get applesauce & medicine for Daddy
1
Homework assignments not done in a timely fashion (Daddy’s discretion)
1
boy carries wallet / keys without reason when running errands with Daddy
1
boy gets up without permission
1
boy has an unapproved orgasm
5
boy does not consume all ejaculate (both Daddy’s and his own) unless Daddy consumes
1
Sassiness OK; Poking fun is OK; Disrespect is not OK
2
Willfully breaking a rule (with forethought and without good reason acceptable to Daddy)
x2
Failure to update either journal or blog each day
1
Some form of exercise each day (walk / exercise equipment / physical tasks)
1
boy prepares most of Daddy’s meals.  If boy slacks off enough times, it counts as an infraction (Daddy’s discretion)
1

These are only examples.  Daddy may adjust the number of tokens based upon the impact/severity of the transgression.  Daddy may waive infraction if He agrees with the reason it occurred. 

Spanking


This is a spanking to reinforce the scene protocols and demonstrate Daddy’s dominance over boy.  It is not meant to be pleasurable.  Paddle used is one of the riding crop style paddles.  There are no warm up swings.  Number of swings and intensity of the swing is determined by Daddy but must be high enough to enforce the discipline.   Marks/bruises are to be expected.    boy is restrained in a bent over position to make his butt more available for each swing.  boy wears a ball gag or duct tape for the spanking to muffle any sound.  boy will wear hood if required by Daddy.  Once the spanking is done, boy is to apologize to Daddy for the infraction(s) and thank Him for performing the discipline. 

boy acknowledges how difficult it may be for Daddy to perform the spanking and is to make every effort to make the discipline easier for Daddy to handle

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Trying Something New

Got some exciting news.  Last night, Daddy and i had a heart-to-heart about our relationship.  i let Daddy know that i really wanted to increase the power imbalance between us.  i was ready to give up more power in the relationship.  Part of the discussion included how discipline fits into our Ds dynamic.  For the most part, Daddy does not discipline me.  i do such a good job taking care of Him that there isn't a lot of reason for Him to discipline me.  i let Him know that i viewed the discipline as something that we needed to use to increase the power imbalance.  After much discussion, Daddy agreed to try out a change to our Ds dynamic and include the discipline.  i spent a couple of hours today putting together some ideas on how & when discipline is needed.  Sometime tonight Daddy is supposed to go over the proposal with me to tweak it to His satisfaction.  Wish me luck!   

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

This is what kinky people do with their evenings?

Dinner is over (salad, ribs, and broussel sprouts) and Daddy and i are chilling on the couch watching TV.  i'm naked in a chastity cage wearing padlocked wrist and ankle cuffs.  Daddy is wearing just a pair of boxer shorts.  So what are we doing with all this sexiness?  i'm surfing the web and Daddy is decorating a gingerbread house.  i'm still holding out hope for some playtime later tonight but that may be just the chastity cage talking

i did get some good news today.  i need to give some background information to explain the good news.  We are supposed going to be hosting a New Year's event next week.  We are having about 5-6 people over to watch the entire Harry Potter series while serving food that is referenced in the movies.  i'm supposed to be under the enhanced restrictions until my vacation is over on Jan 3rd so there was some discussion how to handle the event.  Daddy was going to require that i wear the cage for the party but He was not going to require me to go naked and wear the restraints.  We already knew most of the people showing up are "kink-friendly" so there would be no issue if i did wear the restraints.  Well i just got the confirmation on the last guest.  She is a kinkster as well.  So, Daddy has made the announcement that i will be wearing the restraints for the party. 

Daddy is making noises about reading my blog.  Hope He likes it.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Food! Glorious Food!

What a day!  It was another nonstop kind of day.  First i went into work for a morning meeting.  We finally got approval to out together a formal presentation to the company CIO to purchase new hardware.  There was no way i was going to miss that planning meeting even though i was on vacation.  After that, i needed to run a few errands.  After that Daddy and i had an appointment with a dietician.  Daddy has diabetes and we've been having difficulty maintaining the diet to control his blood sugar.  So, off to see the dietician for her words of wisdom.  Guess what!  We found out that a lot of the previous advice we had been given (by his previous doctors) was wrong!  She mapped out a much less restrictive diet than we were already following.  It allows for more foods that were previously on the naughty list, more calories, and even allows for more carbs.  Very happy with the new diet. 

As for the vacation scene, Daddy and i played last night.  He gave me a wonderful edging scene with me still in the cage.  It was intense enough that i was afraid i was going to release without Daddy's permission but fortunately Daddy was watching closely to make sure i didn't lose control.  Once Daddy finished playing with me, He pulled His shorts down and indicated it was His turn.  Daddy was not disappointed  :) 

So for the next two weeks, no more errands and no more distractions.  Just me, Daddy, chastity, and restraints.  What more can a boy ask for?

       

Monday, December 19, 2011

Best Laid Plans...

OMG!  So for the first day of my 2-week vacation from work i have had 3 visitors, fielded 2 telephone requests to reschedule 2 seperate appointments to today, scheduled to drop off the Daddy's notebook for repair, did the laundry, straightened the house, and paid bills.  ARGH!  The only thing that made the day bearable was Daddy calling to make sure i was locked back into my wrist and ankle cuffs after the cable appointment.  i know that tomorrow i'm supposed to go into work (yes, on a vacation day, don't ask) and then accompany Daddy on a Dr's appointment.  Wednesday i have another cable appointment at the house.  This is definitely impacting my plans for a chastity/bondage vacation.

On a positive note, Daddy and i finished breaking down the dungeon furniture.  As soon as the cable guy installs a cable outlet in the old dungeon space on Wednesday, we can move the game room furniture into position.  Soon we will have the dungeon set up in the larger room.  Hopefully we can break in the new configuration as part of the vacation.  

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Vacation Begins

Finally!  Daddy and i started the vacation scene.  Normally i have to take off my chastity cage for work each day.  For the next 2 weeks, i get to keep it on full time.  Also during vacation time, i remain nude in the house wearing wrist and ankle restraints.  i love the vacation time because i really get to immerse myself into the boy mindspace. 

In other news, we decided to swap the furnishing for two of the rooms in our house.  We are swapping the dungeon and gameroom so we will have more space for the dungeon equipment.  Daddy was hinting around that He would like for me to move the smaller items between the rooms over the vacation.  We'll see :)

Saturday, December 17, 2011

I'm back!

I must say that I have a new found respect for bloggers.  I started this blog months ago and I have only 3 entries (4 now).  I'm not sure how people stay motivated to write in it every single day.  Oh well.  I'm off work for the next two weeks so I'm goign to try to update the blog daily during that time.  Hopefully it will become a habit and get easier. 

Since the last update we purchased a new chastity device.  I managed to sweet talk Daddy into letting me purchase a SteelHeart2 from Steelwerks.  It should arrive in the next week or two.  We both hoped it would arrive early enough to be a Christmas present.  Selfishly I hoped it would happen just so I could tell people I got fetish gear for the holidays. 

Speaking of chastity; I'm still in the cage.  Daddy allowed me a ruined orgasm back on Nov 27th so I'm up to 3 weeks now.  I know some guys hate being locked up but I kind of like it.  There is a sense of arousal that comes with the denial that feels so intoxicating.  Don't get me wrong; I love the orgasms too but I love them more after several weeks of denial.  Cannot wait to see how long we go this time between orgasms

   

Friday, October 28, 2011

Weekend Time

Thank goodness!  It is the weekend at last.  We had a major outage at work and i was wiped out by the time I got home.  I was so tired I didn't even get a hardon last night.  Hopefully this weekend, Daddy will be open to some playtime.  We had a great conversation the other night about tease & denial so I'm really looking forward to the next session. 

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Background

Daddy and I have been together for 8 years now.  We both have a background in BDSM so the idea of exploring a chastity fetish is not too surprising.  I first brought it up to Daddy as a request for a "Chastity Scene" around my birthday back in 2009.  I thought it would be fun to do a kinky scene that was more continuous as opposed to a short session in the dungeon.  Like a slow burn of sensuality as opposed to a brief flash.  It went very well.  We continued to play with it for the next couple of years and it still has brought a lot of satisfaction into our lives.  Each of the previous scenes were short duration of a few months or less.  Back in June of this year, we started one that has no set end time.  It is set up to keep going until Daddy decides it is time to take a break from it.  This does not mean that i never get to orgasm; mine are controlled by Daddy and he grants them about every 3-4 weeks.   As for the hardware, I'm currently locked in a CB2000 device but I'm saving my pennies for a newer, more secure one from Steelworxx. 

Monday, October 24, 2011

First Post

Hello to anyone who decides to read this blog. 

This is my first attempt at blogging so I'll try to keep it entertaining with a minimum amount of typos.  I apologize in advance for when I get boring and/or long-winded.  All that being said...

My name is "boyglenn" and I am a leather submissive.  (Jeez!  I feel like I just announced myself at some kind of kinky AA meeting).  My Daddy and I have been experimenting with Chastity and he suggested I should start blogging my experiences.